I hate "Perfect".

I do.
I can't find any beauty in "perfect", simply because I don't relate to it.
I like imperfections, I like "different", I like "weird" and "unusual". These are the qualities that make things and people look alive, appealing and mysterious to me. They're the sugar in a cake and the salt in food.
Essential, vital.

Shiver

There are some songs that make me shiver from edge to edge.
I don't know exactly why, the song doesn't have to be "out of this world", but if it has that something, like a calling that awakes a part of me that's asleep most of the time... my body just starts responding on it's own.
This is the kind of music worth listening, that makes emotions rise out of nowhere, that makes your imagination run free, wild like an animal and awakes the most intimate, deepest, secret parts of you.

Here enters Foo Fighters (AGAIN... )

The Truth just sounds different...

Penny Lane:How old are you?
William: Eighteen.
Penny Lane: Me too! How old are we really?
William: Seventeen.
Penny Lane: Me too!
William: Actually, I'm sixteen.
Penny Lane: Me too. Isn't it funny? The truth just sounds different.
William: I'm fifteen.


Oh yeah... It does sound different. People usually just don't notice...

I am...

... very territorial. Stay out of my space if you're not invited please.
... naive and people usually take advantage of that.
... a bit too ironic.
... insecure.
... a perfectionist freak.
... generally right about my first impressions.
... crazy and not afraid to admit it.
... a full time dreamer.
... the best friend and worst enemy you can have.
... hungry for knowledge.
... stubborn when I'm sure I'm right.
... too hard on me sometimes.
... a natural born observer.
... vengeful. I can wait years if I must.
... patient. For the good and the bad.
... passionate about inumerous things.
... smiling most of the time.
... pretty f***ed up when I'm angry, but it takes a lot to get me there.
... a living "work in progress".
... a walking disaster, completly clumsy.
... a person who can say: "I love you", "I'm sorry", "please" and "help" in the right ocasions.
... joking almost all day.
... eclectic. I'm like this strange soup with bits of people, influences, icons with ingredients always being added.


...A nice person, just don't mess with me.

Fases

I'm a person of fases.
The strangest, weirdest fases you could f***ing imagine.

Fases in wich I get addicted to something, kind of like a drug... and I inject myself with it untill I OD.
The funiest thing about this is the things I get addicted to: either it's a movie, a band, a song, something to eat, drink... the stupidest things you can imagine.

Right now I'm addicted to Foo Fighters and believe me, I've been there before and not that long ago... Their albums are passing through my thoughts all day like I have an Ipod on repeat in my brain, I even dream with their music on background... oh boy, this is serious, I'm probably nuts. LOL
Anyway, in this current fase the song that most frequently pops in my head is Aurora. I just f***ing love this song, everything is perfect, those kind of songs that when ends you feel like a kid with no more ice cream left on the stick and licks it to the last tiny bit of flavour.



(Oh no... I just realised with this video how my sense of beauty is freaking weird compared to nowadays standards. I think Dave Grohl is quite an interesting man, I mean not that "perfect" "typical" kind of beauty... but to me that's what I like about him, it's how different he is, that his nose is not perfect, his mouth is not the sexiest, his body is not most defined and muscular... Gosh that's freakin' sexy!

OK, now I need to call my shrink... LOOOOOL)

Take a deep breath and... GO!

"Ma petite Amélie, vous n'avez pas des os en verre. Vous pouvez vous cogner à la vraie vie.
Si vous laissez passer cette chance, alors avec le temps, c'est votre coeur qui va devenir aussi sec et cassant que mon squelette. Alors, allez-y, nom d'un chien!"

L'Homme de Verre (Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain)


What the hell am I waiting for???

Raising my Voice

To every single one that ruined my f***ing Christmas.



You better learn something IF you ever want to be around me again in your own lifetime.

Love Hate.. Love

1-I love to watch the sunrise
2- I hate when my cat's on season and wakes me up at 4am with all the loud MEEEOOOOWS AND GGGRRROOOOWWWS
3-I love to smoke a cigar at my balcony enjoying the sea view
4-I hate nosy people... really do
5- I love my boyfriend's smell in the morning
6-I hate to have to give up on something
7-I love true, loud, genuine laughs
8-I hate fake smiles and fake people
9-I love to jump and scream like crazy in a concert
10-I hate my incredible bad luck
11-I love fashion but I'm not a victim
12-I hate crowds
13-I love swimming underwater
14-I hate lies especially about me
15-I love to fall asleep listening to my cat purring
16-I hate being underestimated
17-I love staring at a fireplace, completly hipnotized
18-I hate to try hard and don't make it
19-I love my mother soooo much although sometimes she pisses me off
20-I hate all the politics in my country
21-I love to research and learn about new things
22-I hate close minded people
23-I love to walk in a forest
24-I hate when someone invades my space
25-I love baking