At home

My new cat is at home. And though I am bursting with joy I can't help but wanting to cry when I see Selena completly ignoring me.
I don't want her to feel like I replaced her, that would never, ever happen. She will always be different and special to me... no, not special, she is so much more than that, she has been my friend, my companion, my confident and my confort zone through this year.
It hurts me that she thinks that I don't love her anymore.
Anyway, Pan is home and my hope is that she in time understands that I brought him to be a friend to her as she's been a friend to me.
That's him on the pic.

R.

R. is a "friend" of mine. And when I say "friend" like this is beacuse she isn't much of a real friend: she doesn't listen to your problems when you need to let it out, she often shows a lot of jealousy when you're happy and likes to create a stir many times.

I could write a comedy book just with stories, expressions, language mistakes and so on about you R.
Geez, you need a head and culture check up a.s.a.p. girl, come on!!

You know that kind of person that by the look of her face you think like, her father as terminal cancer, her mother is a complete crack head, her brother is in a coma and her dog is blind and deaf?! And when you finally get the courage to concerningly ask what's going on she comes out with the dumbest problem ever "oh, my boyfriend is an asshole, I wanted us to go to the cinema tonight and he's not in the mood!". That's R.

I'm here laughing my ass out remenbering dozens of hilarious episodes of her, but truth is, she's the kind of person who likes to pose as dumb and "poor little thing" but she ends up getting all she wants with those weapons. She uses them with no regrets.
That's were the duality of my feelings for her lie... I don't know if I should pity her because of her obvious limitations and help her with that, or stay away from her because she is probably using me like has happened before some times... (OMG, she owes me passing in project and drawing big time...)

Believe me, dealing with R. is some crazy sh**... You need to be psycologically prepared to deal with her. You need a great deal of humour in your spirit, the patience of a devoted mother and a bit of assholeness to tell her to bugger off when she is crossing the line. If not you'll end up either spanking her to death or completly insane.

Love Stories..

I grew up loving Romeo & Juliet. I think it is so beautiful it hurts. Shows love in it's raw nature: passion, obcession, despair, complications, misundertandings, sacrifice... It is so deep and fully touches inside anyone's heart.
A few years after I discovered Bram Stoker's Dracula, another absolutly delightful story. I love the dark sexuality, the dracula caracter... well, all caracters are interesting here!
In both this stories the ending is so powerful, so meaningful and beautiful.

I saw Twilight and I also read the first book. Both the story and the movie are not my cup of tea. I like the caracters of all the Cullen family, I think they're allright, but the rest is just too insipid. When finally I realized that she becomes a vampire, has a baby and they live happily ever after... that was the final drop. Come on!! He's a freakin' vampire! You can't expect things to end well! If he sucombed to his nature and ended up killing her, that would glue me to the plot until the end.
Happily ever after stories like that you have Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella and so on, and they are far more interesting.

Anyway, I'm not saying that Twilight is total crap, it's just not for me.

First Breath

You have been so wished, wanted, desired and anxiously waited.
Now that you are here love, I wish you all that is good in this world.
Welcome!

Music

That calms me: Joke Society-Morphing Morning
My favourite: Foo Fighters-Come Alive
That I hate: Black Eyed Peas-I've got a feeling
To feel inspired: Tool- Parabol & Parabola
That means something to me: The Who- The Seeker
Guilty pleasure: Justin Timberlake: What goes around comes around (gosh, I hate pop, but this song is too good to be ignored)
That I'd like to have played at my wedding: Zero7-Destiny & Moloko-Familiar Feeling
That makes me jump: AC/DC-Thunderstruck & Them Crooked Vultures-Mind eraser
That remids me of someone: Groove Armada- My Friend
That I'd like to be played at my funeral: Foo Fighters- Aurora
From my childhood: I loved Fleetwood Mac-Rhiannon
That makes me laugh: all the songs that appear on Borat... freakin' hilarious
That I should've known earlier: Mother Love Bone- Stardog Champion
That makes me fall asleep: Moby-Porcelain (fall asleep in a good way)
That makes me feel happy: Stone Roses-Love Spreads & Jeff Buckley-Last Goodbye
That makes me feel sad: Phil Collins- Another day in paradise & Pink Floyd: Wish you were here
That I listen when I'm angry: Iron Maiden- Number of the beast (but I listen to it even when I'm not pissed of, love maiden!)
That nobody expected me to like: Chopin-Nocturne
That really makes me feel annoyed: any song from Rhianna
That I like to listen in the car: Jimi hendrix-Easy rider
That reminds me of a place: Morcheeba-the sea
That gives me a boost: Alice in Chains- Man in the Box, Pearl Jam-Evenflow, Fatboy Slim-Right here, right now
That I consider classics: Led Zepplin-Whole lotta love, Ray Charles-Night time is the right time & AC/DC-Let there be rock

How soon is now ?!

When you want time to pass quickly, the hours seem days... I wish I could turn the clock back and forward sometimes.

Good girl - Bad girl

As I was writting the previous post I was thinking about how I used to be and how I am now.
I used to be this little naive, goody-goody thing who let people step over me quite often: my family, my friends, my boyfriends, etc...
Well, that has changed! If you piss me off you can expect a kick in the ass coming your way.
I'm not saying that I'm a bad girl 24-7 but you can't expect to humiliate, lie, gossip, laugh about me and not have the same in return.
The cristian philosophy "give the other cheek" never made much sense to me but it makes even less now due to my religious choice, so don't even toss that chestnut 'cause it will hit you right in the head.

So, if you're dealing with me always have in your mind that what you give to me is what you'll have from me.